~me as a patient~

 Assalammualaikum kawanzzzz2...

as what happen in my life...

sesak nafas had become such a big event in my life...

SOB for 2days... on & off for about 6 years..

had change my life today...

so story dari awal r..

disebabkan kesesakan nafas y begitu meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenyeksekan...

so,td g la a&e...

baru la really2 sedar perasaan patient y ngamok2 tunggu berJAM JAM kat hospital kerajaan... green zone...

my number was 1131... and current number was 1125 if i not mistaken... 

nak masok bilik doctor jek tunggu 2 jam... habis begitu saje..

da masok xsampai 30min da kene amik darah...

ABG on air, dextrostix, Chest xray & ECG!!!

owhhhhhhhhhh begitu tergezut dengan doc y tnye septah dua...

& auscultate je my lungs and heart...

tetibe came out wif all of the investigation...

anyway, y paling scary was ABG... crazily PAINFUL!!!

tip top nye sakit... superb...

dengan tanpe segan silu nye aku menutup mate menahan kesakitan sampai abang MA tuh ckp "sbr ye... jgn nangis.. skek je lagi" 

 (walhal setitik darah pon dier lom dpt lagi..)... 

haizzzz tobat wey... gile sakit... 

the pain was radiating to the shoulder tuhhhh...

amik kat radial artery... radiate jaooooh gile... 

jari jemari da xpayah cakap r...

seb baek dengan kemacho0oan diri ini... xde la menitis nye air mateku..

kehkehkeh...

sadisnye plak.. pas all my result had came out doc tuh trus je bagi follow up...

??? aik???? sedot darah, radiation segale bagai, xde explain pape??

(hah!!! kompem aku wat PPD nyer portfolio!!!)

haizzzz...

follow up jek plak tuh.. 

sebijik ubat pon xdpt walaupon BERJAM2 lepak kat a&e tuh...

haizzzzz... ok gak... ade ubat kang manyak songeh plak aku.. hahaha

last but not least...

my view as a patient...

manyak2 y uitm ajar kiterorang to b a very2 good, competent and full of humanistic touch was not there in my doctor just now...

dier memang competent but not satisfing...

hakhak.... kritik dier plak...

my future view...

wanna be so much very explainable to my patient... so dieroang akan compliance to my advice & all da medication...

+ senyum la kat patient....

senyum + rapport will not cost u a single cent..

sekian...